Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Last blogged @ 9:55 PM

I shouldn't love you but i want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but i can't move
I can't look away

I shouldn't love you but i want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but i can't move
I can't look away

And i don't know
How to be fine when i'm not
'cause i don't know
How to make a feeling stop

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and i can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now

Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but i don't want to
I just gotta say it all before i go
Just so you know

It's gettin' hard to be around you
There's so much i can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other away

And i don't know
How to be fine when i'm not
'cause i don't know
How to make a feeling stop

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and i can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now

Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but i don't want to
I just gotta say it all before i go
Just so you know

This emptiness is killin' me
And i'm wonderin' why i've waited so long
Lookin' back i realize it was always there
Just never spoken

I'm waitin' here
Been waitin' here

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and i can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now

Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but i don't want to
Just gotta say it all before i go
Just so you know just so you know

Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but i don't want to
Just gotta say it all before i go
Just so you know just so you know

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Sup, back to posting yo. :) Hmm, went back school yesterday for remedial. And my hair today is dam colourful! Yay, i like. (Y) Yestersay's remedial dam bored la pleasez, one hour only. Never even listen to what Mr Chin is talking, seriously. Zzz. Remedial ends @ 11.30am, but Mr Chin keep me & others till like 12pm because i never complete his work. Zzz. Left school around 12.30pm, bused to Hougang Mall to find Sister. Reached, walk around and don't know what to eat for lunch. Zzz.



Went fairprice first, Sister bought baking ingredients and headed to Kopitiam next. Ate, bought bubbletea and home. Lol. Reached home around 2.45pm, bathed all that and helped Sist to back Oreo cheesecake. Ok, bake till dam cham. Steady. LOL. Hmm, then went tuition, home, dinner & onlined. :) Tried the oreo cheesecake, no bad not bad. (:

Today is just practically rotting @ home. Lunch Sis cooked for me. Hahaha. Teevee, homework, teevee & comp. Hahahah. No life sia. Life is so boring, i don't like! History remedial again. Ahhh, bored ttmz. :(



i don't think you will read this, but i shall just type and hoping that you will pass by and saw it. I don't know whether do you still remember what we were texting about yesterday. I know you're sad though you didn't say it out, so am i too. Seriously. Is like... Sigh, i don't know how to explain. :( I know that you want to quit too, but you can't. Its difficult i know. Thats why i'm trying to help you with all i can. Like what i've said, if you have the determination to do it, you can. It just depends on yourself, really. I really hope that one day you will tell me that, i've quited it already. I will be dam happy. Control please alright? I still have hopes in you and i really don't want you to dissapoint me ok? :( Jiayou.. & btw thanks for everything. Entertaining me, making me laugh, etc. You just bright up my day,
really. You teach me how to smile. & lastly, to know you is such a pleasure, you'll always be remembered in my heart. :)