Tuesday, March 23, 2010
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Monday, March 22, 2010
Last blogged @ 6:14 AM

Broken this fragile thing now
And i can't i can't pick up the pieces
And i've thrown my words all around
But i can't i can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up
(so broken up)
And i give up
(i give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here i go scream my lungs out and try get to you
You are my only one
I let go there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

Made my mistakes let you down
And i can't i can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And i can't i can't get up when you're gone

Something's breakin' up
(breakin' up)
I feel like givin' up
(feel like givin' up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here i go scream my lungs out and try get to you
You are my only one
I let go there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

Here i go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And i know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find some one

Here i go scream my lungs out and try get to you
You are my only one
I let go there's just no one no one like you
You are my only my only one
My only one my only one my only one
You are my only my only one

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School is fine as usual. Hmm, went for the last camp briefing. Like shit only, don't know anyone except for Nicholas seriously. I would rather group with class la. Zzz! Straight home after school today. :) Nothing much to post already, shall end here then. Bye.

Sunday, March 21, 2010
Last blogged @ 10:10 PM

You're better then the best
I'm lucky just to linger in your life
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow that's right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me
Lets me know that it's ok yeah it's ok
And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed sing like a bird
Dizzy in my head spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh you make me smile

Even when you're gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking through the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed sing like bird
Dizzy in my head spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh you make me smile

Don't know how I lived without you
Cuz everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed sing like bird
Dizzy in my head spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh you make me smile
Ohh you make me smile
Ohh you make me smile
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Hello! :D holidays has ended, like so fast! Lessons and lessons, homeworks and homeworks, boring!!! Hais, neh neh. :( Bintan's camp on Wednesday, excited ttmz! :D but there's no girls i know in my grouppppp! :( Except Nicholas that idiot but he's not girl! Hais. And btw, MIXPOD IS A BITCH! -_-

Friday, went to History remedial. Ok, sucks ttm la. I bloody forgot to bring my pencil case. Zzz. Forget to bring textbook, nearly need copy chapter 3 three times! Like siao only. Z. Quickly go class digdigdig, and found one. HAHAHA. Remedial leh, never even listen is like keep playing & chatting? Hahha. Got scolded of cause. Hais, use to it eh? LOL. Everytime liddat de lo. Zz. After rememdial, rush home. Prepared and went to Hougang Mall eat Pepper Lunch for luch with Sister. And i realised that i forgotten money!!! Shit it. -_- After that mrt to orchard to watch movie. Caught Alice In The Wonderland @ Cineleisure. Awesome show! (Y) went to 313 afterthat, shopped around & ate YamiYoghurt. Nicenice. :D funny things happened in between. HAHAHHA. xD home around 8? :)

Saturday, woke up @ eleven plus. Went to Hougang Ave. 8 with Sister, back home @ around one thirty. Prepared, and left house @ around two, forget to bring my waffle with me and went back home to get it and took 165 to Amk hub. Reached, watch Kidnappers with Haihong, Alex, Nichloas & Derrick. Hmm, watch till half nearly walk out of the cinema because its dam disgusting!! Hahha. But till its a nice show. :) Some things happen halfway. Sorry brothers.. 165 back to Hougang @ around five with Haihong, Alex & Derrick. Nicholas took 88. Thanks for those messages. :)

Sunday, woke up @ nine. Went tuition at ten. Rivervale Mall to have lunch and shopped around @ one thirty? Left, headed to Compass Point to do project with Jasmine Wong, Joey & Yueling @ around four thirty. And i bloody forget to bring my pencil case like again! -.- Chat, photos, xiasuey-ing ourself. HAHAHHA. :P home at six, dinner-ed & here i am. :D

& i don't know whats wrong with me nowadays keep forgetting to bring things. Zz. Lastly, mixpod is a bitch and my phone is a retard! :@

Oh!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEX (20032010), HAPPY BIRTHDAY MYRON (21032010) & lastly HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELVIN (22032010)! :D

they don't know anything, seriously. You're the best to me. They didn't spend time with you thats why they don't know how i feel. But still i don't blame them. Thanks & thanks. :)

Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Last blogged @ 9:55 PM

I shouldn't love you but i want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but i can't move
I can't look away

I shouldn't love you but i want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but i can't move
I can't look away

And i don't know
How to be fine when i'm not
'cause i don't know
How to make a feeling stop

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and i can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now

Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but i don't want to
I just gotta say it all before i go
Just so you know

It's gettin' hard to be around you
There's so much i can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other away

And i don't know
How to be fine when i'm not
'cause i don't know
How to make a feeling stop

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and i can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now

Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but i don't want to
I just gotta say it all before i go
Just so you know

This emptiness is killin' me
And i'm wonderin' why i've waited so long
Lookin' back i realize it was always there
Just never spoken

I'm waitin' here
Been waitin' here

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and i can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now

Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but i don't want to
Just gotta say it all before i go
Just so you know just so you know

Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but i don't want to
Just gotta say it all before i go
Just so you know just so you know

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Sup, back to posting yo. :) Hmm, went back school yesterday for remedial. And my hair today is dam colourful! Yay, i like. (Y) Yestersay's remedial dam bored la pleasez, one hour only. Never even listen to what Mr Chin is talking, seriously. Zzz. Remedial ends @ 11.30am, but Mr Chin keep me & others till like 12pm because i never complete his work. Zzz. Left school around 12.30pm, bused to Hougang Mall to find Sister. Reached, walk around and don't know what to eat for lunch. Zzz.



Went fairprice first, Sister bought baking ingredients and headed to Kopitiam next. Ate, bought bubbletea and home. Lol. Reached home around 2.45pm, bathed all that and helped Sist to back Oreo cheesecake. Ok, bake till dam cham. Steady. LOL. Hmm, then went tuition, home, dinner & onlined. :) Tried the oreo cheesecake, no bad not bad. (:

Today is just practically rotting @ home. Lunch Sis cooked for me. Hahaha. Teevee, homework, teevee & comp. Hahahah. No life sia. Life is so boring, i don't like! History remedial again. Ahhh, bored ttmz. :(



i don't think you will read this, but i shall just type and hoping that you will pass by and saw it. I don't know whether do you still remember what we were texting about yesterday. I know you're sad though you didn't say it out, so am i too. Seriously. Is like... Sigh, i don't know how to explain. :( I know that you want to quit too, but you can't. Its difficult i know. Thats why i'm trying to help you with all i can. Like what i've said, if you have the determination to do it, you can. It just depends on yourself, really. I really hope that one day you will tell me that, i've quited it already. I will be dam happy. Control please alright? I still have hopes in you and i really don't want you to dissapoint me ok? :( Jiayou.. & btw thanks for everything. Entertaining me, making me laugh, etc. You just bright up my day,
really. You teach me how to smile. & lastly, to know you is such a pleasure, you'll always be remembered in my heart. :)

Tuesday, March 16, 2010
Last blogged @ 6:03 AM

Hellooooo. I'm black to blogging for like 1321284729874 days. LOL. Changed url, skin, music player. Shall start a new life? Hehehe. Holidays so sianz. Nothing to do lo. Life is soooo boringgggz! Neh neh. :( I prefer go school uh, though need to wake up dam early everyday at least worth it lo. Having jokers to entertain me etc.

Anyway i found something interesting from the internet :

Horoscope for Taurus
A slim moderately tall woman. Taurus woman is funny and a jolly person. Square facial bone structure, high cheek bone. Her round big eyes sparkle with wit and curiosity. You will not see many round faces Taurus women, and mainly she will have a strong jaw line.

She is a constantly change person. If she up sets, she will not show it and will keep it to herself for a long time, and will remember them so well. If she gets really mad at you, you will suddenly become a totally and completely stranger to her.

She is a patient person, but always need new excitement. She hates long talk meeting, long and endless conversation. She can be in love with you today, and one day she could act as if she has never loved you before. She has patient with what she wants to do and will never give up until she gets there. She will be very persistent in what she is doing till she has reasons for stopping her project, then she will quit.

Money for Taurus woman is not the most important factor in life. She thinks of money as an instrument for assuring of a good living. She has more satisfaction in achieving her goals more than satisfaction in fine cloths and luxuries. If you like a woman who always thinks of love and romance, then you are dating the wrong girl. You can not tell her to stay at home, she likes to work and preferred not work at home.

She loves animals and likes to surround by animals. Love is in her head but freedom is in her soul. She has her own idea about love and afraid to show her true feeling for fear of rejection. She is not the type to talk about love, but she sure has a strange way to show it. She is not good in showing when she is in love, but if she loves you she will be honest to you than any other women.
She will be honest to her love one, but at the same time seems distant. You will have a good relationship with her, if you allow her freedom.

Hahaha, how true eh? I like i like. (Y) Those i bold i think that its just simply referring about me? Lols.

And this,
Friends are easy to find, but how many can you keep? True friends won't leave you no matter what, won't leave you out, won't call you only when they need you, will always be there, be it physically or mentally. Won't allow you to do stupid things, will help you up when you fall, most importantly, they won't give you up easily as a true friend. They learn to accept you for who you are.

So do you think you fit this category of friends? Actions tells it all. After i read this, the first thing the person came to my mind is _______, seriously. :)

Alright, shall end my post here. Bye. :)