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Sunday, May 3, 2009
Last blogged @ 5:45 AM My brain asks me to give up, but my heart refuse, To Yueling , Lesbo, don't need feel sad about it. He's not worth for your love aye. Move on with you life, happily, let him see that you can still be fine, hyper, cheerful, happy, without him :) Don't have him, still have Bhb, your sisters, your goodfriends. I'm sure that when you need somebody, there will always be somebody be thee for you, Well, Love is like drining bitter black coffee, the first slip will taste bitter, but rge second and third will have a taste of longing and deepness. The fist love maybe bitter, but you will gain experience and be more strong. That way, your second love will be sweeter. Throw everything aside, and put your mind, your everything on studies and exams, No pain, no gain. Just move on, you are still young , shouldn't be defeated by this kind of small things, Be hyper and cheerful! Anything just talk to Celest, she will give you the bestbestbestest advice :D I don't understand why i can tell people all this but i can't do it myself.. Seeing people like me, i feel so heartbroken ... To Alicia, Steady, lastlong lah. Well, me, yueling are on the same boat now. So i dont wish you to be the same like us. You have a boyf, that treats yo so good and sweet, alot people wish for . So yes, lastlong (: To Joey, Supsup sister, Just .... Hiyah, i don't know should i ask you to give up, or continue uh. Just to tell you that whatever decision you had, JASMINE will support you mansxz! :D Don't jio me out for dinner anymore , people. I feel that i'm so damn extra to you guys, and no, i'm not angry, so don't worry . Those pictures that i saw on yur blog, you guys seem soooo superduper fucking happy. And i felt that those pictures without me, is being so perfect. Suddenly i felt so extra, have the urge to leave. Well maybe, if i leave, Haihong will be the happiest right? Only know how to scold me eh :D Maybe i should leave, leave for good, and not coming back anymore , how great isn't it? :D I'm lost in relationship, I'm lost in friendship, I'm lost in family, I'm lost in every single thing, but who is being there for me? No, nobody, never ever. Nobody knows how i feel deep inside my heart , I may seem happy, but do you all know what my heart is thinking? Someone take a knife stab me, stab me hard, please. I wanna leave, forever (?) When i leave, who will be there crying for me? Family perhaps. Nothing is perfect, there is no friends forever, nothing last forever. No, i can't let go of you. Why? I don't know either , those meomires you gave me, i still remember, But you, i believe that it has already erased off from you mind, longlong ago. it's going to be 3rd month, and yet i'm still so not ovrer it . I told them that i'm overit, which is decieving them, because i don't want to let them worry for me, but deep in my heart, i still love you, so damn much, more than before.. You carried on with you life, happily, why don't you teach me too ? 07 MORE DAYS! {♥} I still love him deeply, i wanted him back ): My birthday is coming soon, god, grant my wish, please. I only want him back to me, nothing else. People, teach me how to smile , i have forgotten how to do already, I miss you so bloddy much ,, |
Yours Sincerely, 
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